whenwillthepainstop
Student
- Aug 5, 2025
- 103
I know people might think why not just do it then if you're planning to anyway but like most things in life it's not that easy and not that simple. My planning is meant to take me until February for many reasons and I'm not someone who does this impulsively(not judging anyone who does) and if I do it before then it will cause many problems and lots of pain(mainly for others) and I know suicide has its consequences either way but still. My mental state has somehow gotten even worse than before though and every second feels unbearable and I need help with trying to stay alive until then. What do I do??? And I keep hearing voices telling me to do it but I can't do it so soon somebody please help me and maybe comfort me too :(. I feel like I should go to the mental hospital for my urges but I can't(it's complicated to explain why) and I have to act normal in front of others.
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