In fact I wrote "some". I've read stories of failure that seemed to me to be quite imaginative, not to mention shamelessly invented to create terror.
Me too, I've heard more stories recently.
I'll add one here to show how "
pro life" I am (note:
sarcasm -
I'm detained in a fucking psych ward because it is illegal to kill yourself lmao - read my post - so fucking pro life) that I heard recently (not on the ward)
Person jumped off a bridge - didn't pass out, broke everything from the waist down, so, felt everything. People were trying to help (including the person I spoke with recently), but said person didn't want help and was dragging themselves away, albeit not far.
Anyway, the person that saw said person *after* jumping is still in touch with them, and is doing really well - back with their partner, has kids and well, like I said - doing well. Not everyone has that luxury, some are fucked for life. I know someone that is.
I'm not going to sit here and tell someone to kill themselves, that is the last thing I'd ever do, but I do understand how it feels when no one understands you *want* to die, and the fact that your rights can be taken away, and everything is taken for granted - shoes for example - I wasn't allowed shoes (laces), but I am now (I am very trusting, because I am good at masking, but I did say that, however they are still stupid enough to believe me).
Good thing is, I'm a good at masking my feelings, and so, I was trusted after a day on the ward, and off suicide watch after under a week completely.