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unnecessarilyExistin
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- Jan 29, 2021
- 4
I ordered it 3 days ago
I was fine until last night, I was reading about it and found out how toxic it actually is and the fact that smallest amount of nitrite can cause severe damage (of course a stupid fck like me would do research AFTER buying the thing)
I started panicking and I haven't slept since
I live with my parents and I have a little sister and I don't want the SN near them, I don't want to keep it
I tried to cancel the order but it's too late
How should I dispose it when it arrives? (I ordered 250 grams)
I don't think there's a place that receives pharmaceutical waste in my country
Turns out I'm weaker than I thought... I can't ctb as long as I have a family, of course I didn't ask to be born, but still...
I did lots of mental gymnastics to stop caring about them, but I can't be that selfish, I feel sorry for my parents
I was fine until last night, I was reading about it and found out how toxic it actually is and the fact that smallest amount of nitrite can cause severe damage (of course a stupid fck like me would do research AFTER buying the thing)
I started panicking and I haven't slept since
I live with my parents and I have a little sister and I don't want the SN near them, I don't want to keep it
I tried to cancel the order but it's too late
How should I dispose it when it arrives? (I ordered 250 grams)
I don't think there's a place that receives pharmaceutical waste in my country
Turns out I'm weaker than I thought... I can't ctb as long as I have a family, of course I didn't ask to be born, but still...
I did lots of mental gymnastics to stop caring about them, but I can't be that selfish, I feel sorry for my parents