Phinleh

Phinleh

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Dec 26, 2019
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I mean in general. Everything I do is on a whim and as much a surprise to me as it is to anyone around me. I recently quit my job and flew to Europe after booking my tickets and hotels two days in advance. I don't take an active part in planning my life, instead it just happens to me and I'm an outside observer along for the ride.

I just sort of realised this is how I'm going to CTB. I'll wake up one morning, put my exit kit in my bag and drive for a while not really internalising what's about to happen. I'll park up in a secluded spot, drink my SN and then think "oh shit, I guess this is it."

Don't really know why I'm posting this. It's another fleeting thought being acted on.
 
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