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[IBreathButNoMoreLive]

This is my first post!
My reasons to CTB are varied
but one is family,my siblings... since my parents passed I despise my mega rich brother who contested my mums will. My sister now has thrown a lot of my mental health in my face & I am in so much pain with this .... I have children who speak to both ... dont get involved... this hurts as well but that's their decision ... I feel I am just always wrong with my opinion of others ... this doesn't help me feel supported at all, it makes me feel like the looney of the family at events as my brother is always invited even when he makes jokes about my lack of money .... now my sister & I are at odds & I just can't be bothered with mending fences with her.... do you guys get accused of 'why haven't YOU called me?' well I have been in bed for 2 friggen weeks !!! Thrown at you !!!
judgement I'm over it ....
i just want to know is this the same with you guys with family .... with long term ptsd, major depression, anxiety hospitalization 3 times a year .... do you get accused of not acting like a normal person! not picking up the phone & saying hi how are you doing ?
or do you get the understanding of it's ok I know ..... they call you? if you answer ... it's Ok
God I am so over life i think my SN came today I will know for sure it's at the Post Office .... do Australians fingers crossed

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i'm sorry life has led you to this point.

i'm not in the same situation as you, nor do i have any of the disorders you mentioned, but i do get accused of not acting like a "normal" person and not wanting to talk to people or visit them. i'm sure there are some people on here who can relate to your situation more.

 

[IBreathButNoMoreLive]

i'm sorry life has led you to this point.

i'm not in the same situation as you, nor do i have any of the disorders you mentioned, but i do get accused of not acting like a "normal" person and not wanting to talk to people or visit them. i'm sure there are some people on here who can relate to your situation more.

Thank you for your reply

 

[Ghost2211]

Welcome, it's nice to meet you. I hope you find what you're looking for here.

 

[Lordsudbury]

Sounds wild sorry you have to deal with all that. I've got a similar situation with anxiety and ptsd and it is not way to live. So, here we are. Reach out and talk to anyone we are all here to listen together

 

[Neodynam]

This is my first post!
My reasons to CTB are varied
but one is family,my siblings... since my parents passed I despise my mega rich brother who contested my mums will. My sister now has thrown a lot of my mental health in my face & I am in so much pain with this .... I have children who speak to both ... dont get involved... this hurts as well but that's their decision ... I feel I am just always wrong with my opinion of others ... this doesn't help me feel supported at all, it makes me feel like the looney of the family at events as my brother is always invited even when he makes jokes about my lack of money .... now my sister & I are at odds & I just can't be bothered with mending fences with her.... do you guys get accused of 'why haven't YOU called me?' well I have been in bed for 2 friggen weeks !!! Thrown at you !!!
judgement I'm over it ....
i just want to know is this the same with you guys with family .... with long term ptsd, major depression, anxiety hospitalization 3 times a year .... do you get accused of not acting like a normal person! not picking up the phone & saying hi how are you doing ?
or do you get the understanding of it's ok I know ..... they call you? if you answer ... it's Ok
God I am so over life i think my SN came today I will know for sure it's at the Post Office .... do Australians fingers crossed ❤

I'm sorry that you are suffering and I'm also sorry that your family is antagonizing you over your situation. I've had my dad yell at me when I first started going to therapy and also when I asked about getting meds for depression. We where able to get over that though and he is now more understanding. I can't imagine having a brother who laughs at you for not having enough money while you are this fucked up.

 

[IBreathButNoMoreLive]

I'm sorry that you are suffering and I'm also sorry that your family is antagonizing you over your situation. I've had my dad yell at me when I first started going to therapy and also when I asked about getting meds for depression. We where able to get over that though and he is now more understanding. I can't imagine having a brother who laughs at you for not having enough money while you are this fucked up.

i am just numb to it no & my SN has arrived customs didnt stop it!! So my dilemma has a solution I feel at peace now knowing I have my "out" now... but my daughter keeps asking me to babysit my baby grandson I have just the one he is gorgeous just 1year old but i know long term he will eventually judged me too
thank you for your reply I'm sorry your Dad didn't understand at first ... but he did eventually & that's great
my daughter had anorexia when she was a teen, when my marriage broke up & my didnt understand, still doesn't