I need to get a suicide method quickly, just in case...

[Blutsager]

Hello,

I am argentinan, and as I await for the horrors to come in my country, I want to have... an easy way out for both me and my mom, who has an iron will and a soul of steel, but as much of a tenacity as she has I am certain she will break sooner or later once things hit rock-bottom in my country.
I would love, just... love so much to get access to some N, but... it ain't gonna happen. Specially not in the short window of time I have before this entire country goes to hell, this entire world goes to hell. I am improvising, even getting access to SN has proven difficult, I think I may be able to get access to some on monday but, then the other meds I have are a very basic anti-acid, some painkillers and a naturalistic sedative (very weak, as stronger ones are only legal with recipe, and no I do not intend to go to try to fake symptoms to a doc, both in fears of infecting myself now, and I am scared he might see through my charade and report me for suicide attempt).
I am desperate trying to find the best... the painless solutions I can get access to. I don't know where else to ask. I just want to be prepared, if things get so bad even my mom breaks down and asks me to end it all. I want for us both to make it as easy as possible.

Thank you, both for your help here, and for what you have done here: giving us all a choice. Giving us all hope, that even in the darkest of times... we can escape suffering if it's inevitable.
Thank you, and best of luck. The Lord is with us all.
Be safe.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Sorry but the rules clearly state we cannot suggest methods or encourage ctb.

In the Resources Compilation sticky thread on the first page you will see a list of methods.

If there were a best and painless solution, there would be a lot less people and messgaes on this forum because we'd have all used it.

See Stan's Guide to SN, only the SN with water in the right amount is necessary, the rest is for comfort.

Edit: I'm not aware of anything more major than coronoa virus right now in Argentina or in the world, but your post sounds like you're ready to move into an underground bunker and ctb to avoid a horrific fate worse than death. What am I missing?

 

[Blutsager]

Sorry but the rules clearly state we cannot suggest methods or encourage ctb.

In the Resources Compilation sticky thread on the first page you will see a list of methods.

If there were a best and painless solution, there would be a lot less people and messgaes on this forum because we'd have all used it.

See Stan's Guide to SN, only the SN with water in the right amount is necessary, the rest is for comfort.

Thank you, just confirming that the only things I need are SN and water does give me some comfort... I hope I'll be able to get some.

I assure you, it's hard to put into words how much you or this forum is helping me right now. Thank you again.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Thank you, just confirming that the only things I need are SN and water does give me some comfort... I hope I'll be able to get some.

I assure you, it's hard to put into words how much you or this forum is helping me right now. Thank you again.

Please see the edit I added to the end of my post a moment ago. I'm glad you're finding comfort, but I don't understand why you're so freaked out right now.

 

[Blutsager]

Thank you, just confirming that the only things I need are SN and water does give me some comfort... I hope I'll be able to get some.

I assure you, it's hard to put into words how much you or this forum is helping me right now. Thank you again.

Yes yes, my freaking out is all about the Corona.

I know I know, it's a flu. 3.4% death toll. 0.2% among those between 20-40 with no conditions, which includes me. So, not that big of a deal.
Well, as you can see, it's much more than that, with quarintines being established all over the world and markets crashing. That being said, most countries will make it through. It ain't gonna be fun, but you will make it through.

But Argentina? well Argentina collapsed into anarchy and chaos back in 2001 with an economic crisis. And that was just an economic crisis, and a local one. Yet the police force backed away from the city. Looters attacked supermarkets. Violence spread through the streets. And this was cause only a local economic crisis.

Now, we are facing a world-wide economic crisis, and the risk of death of a pandemia. That 0.2% death toll is with good medical attention, which will quickly run short in this nation. This is a crisis like none our modern world has ever faced before, and my country, on which indisipline and lawbreaking is a given, will collapse in violence, and death. I don't wanna be here when that happens, stuck in my apartment, in a black-out, without food, seeing rioters from my balcony killing each other, my mom coughing and her chest hurting... and me not being able to offer her an easy way out for both of us.

Thank you for your care, specially in a place like this, seeing you caring is... heartwarming.