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Mynameisnotimportant
4 years recovered. SS Vetran
- Aug 21, 2018
- 112
I want to die. If someone were to shoot me, I'd be fine with it. I don't know if I have the balls to either ctb or to even get help for it. I'm stuck in this purgatory of cutting up my arm and lurking on this forum while acting like everything is fine at school and work. New Years is the time I will decide how serious I am about ending it all. That gives me enough time before my date of death next summer to say my good byes to this world. I don't know if i can go on living that long, though at the same time I don't know if I can let this world go.