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ladyofsorrows

ladyofsorrows

from my rotting body, flowers shall grow
May 30, 2023
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my life took a turn for the worse and i genuinely need to die asap. might try to leave the house tonight but i know my family will get suspicious (i'm agoraphobic and they know i'm suicidal). the forest i'm planning on ctb'ing in is so far away too and there's snow everywhere. plus i don't even know if i'll find a suitable tree..ugh. i wish i had n.
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
390
I hope you can find your peace soon.
It's terrible to suffer the way we are suffering :(
 
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ladyofsorrows

ladyofsorrows

from my rotting body, flowers shall grow
May 30, 2023
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Exhausted546

Experienced
Dec 1, 2025
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my life took a turn for the worse and i genuinely need to die asap. might try to leave the house tonight but i know my family will get suspicious (i'm agoraphobic and they know i'm suicidal). the forest i'm planning on ctb'ing in is so far away too and there's snow everywhere. plus i don't even know if i'll find a suitable tree..ugh. i wish i had n.
You could do a reconnaissance trip first. At least you'd know whether it's a suitable spot if you do end up going through it
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find peace from suffering.
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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however you decide,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering đź«‚:heart:
 
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