Venting I need to CTB, i just want to rest

[nosoul]

Rough one last night, could not sleep, took double the medication and only passed out for 4 hours, but it's not even real sleep, my brain and insomnia feeling fatal.

I can't go on living like this.

Sorry to make one of these posts but I'm struggling today
I just had massive panic attack trying to sleep omg lord help me. It needs to end

 

[chr74]

sorry u are having a rough time, i had a bad day also, tons of anxiety and fear

wanting an end to this misery

 

[calssilva]

psych ward is an option ?

 

[nosoul]

psych ward is an option ?

No, I have no place they would release me as I'm in hotel, and I cannot do psych wards anymore, I need out, SN or hanging I fear I cannot stand this anymore:( I can't believe the havoc going on in my brain right now

 

[outrider567]

Rough one last night, could not sleep, took double the medication and only passed out for 4 hours, but it's not even real sleep, my brain and insomnia feeling fatal.

I can't go on living like this.

Sorry to make one of these posts but I'm struggling today
I just had massive panic attack trying to sleep omg lord help me. It needs to end

Insomnia's a bitch===I only slept about 5 hours a night after Patti died, usually sleep 9 hours---took me over 6 months before my sleeping became 'normal'

Rough one last night, could not sleep, took double the medication and only passed out for 4 hours, but it's not even real sleep, my brain and insomnia feeling fatal.

I can't go on living like this.

Sorry to make one of these posts but I'm struggling today
I just had massive panic attack trying to sleep omg lord help me. It needs to end

Yeah I tried Zaleplon(Sonata), a strong sleeping med, didn't help

 

[Callie Arcale]

Rough one last night, could not sleep, took double the medication and only passed out for 4 hours, but it's not even real sleep, my brain and insomnia feeling fatal.

I can't go on living like this.

Sorry to make one of these posts but I'm struggling today
I just had massive panic attack trying to sleep omg lord help me. It needs to end

That does sound rough :-(

I'm struggling with insomnia and restless legs. Last night I only got 3 hours of sleep.

Who knows what tonight will bring? Right now I feel like I could chop of my right leg, that's how intense the restlessness is.

 

[nosoul]

That does sound rough :-(

I'm struggling with insomnia and restless legs. Last night I only got 3 hours of sleep.

Who knows what tonight will bring? Right now I feel like I could chop of my right leg, that's how intense the restlessness is.

I can relate, my muscles twitch and I'm just totally restless. Omg this is torture, everyday. I need to SN but if I fail, it would be catastrophic.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's true that existing certainly can be torture and it does sound so tiring what you have to endure, life really is so unnecessarily cruel but anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom from your suffering that you wish for.