I need that last little push

[Bruces]

I'm 99% certain it's what I want and need,I just need that last little push over the edge to end it,any ideas?

 

[PointlessStruggle]

I'm not sure really. Being drunk makes you have less inhibitions so maybe that

 

[HelloHell]

It's just my personal opinion but i think the decision to ctb should be an absolute certain decision (100%). if there's just 1% of doubts, i believe that it's not time yet
if i need that little push to finally ctb, maybe i haven't made peace entirely with my death
this is just me tho

 

[StateOfMind]

I'm 99% certain it's what I want and need,I just need that last little push over the edge to end it,any ideas?

Have you tried making a list of reasons to die?
Maybe also try to think about things that trigger you.

 

[SadBlueLemon]

It's just my personal opinion but i think the decision to ctb should be an absolute certain decision (100%). if there's just 1% of doubts, i believe that it's not time yet
if i need that little push to finally ctb, maybe i haven't made peace entirely with my death
this is just me tho

But how do you know if you've made peace with your impending death?

 

[Time to fly]

Take some time and think it through, reasons to ctb and reasons not to...we are hear to listen and support in anyway we can...although no one will give you that push to go, well I hope not anyway...we are one big family here and someone will always be around if you need to talk...

 

[Ghost2211]

I think one of the major things I've learned in my time here with the group is that if it's not time yet it's just not time, and all the pushes in the world won't change that. Being ready and SI are internal factors that only the person can work through.

 

[HelloHell]

But how do you know if you've made peace with your impending death?

I have no idea yet. I guess I will have no doubt to ctb? and when i feel that it's time to go
bruh if i know how that feels like i would've caught my bus already

 

[muffin222]

I think if you need ideas for that last push, then you're probably not ready. I agree with the above poster- I think ctb should be a decision that you're 100% at peace with because it's permanent.

 

[StateOfMind]

I think if you need ideas for that last push, then you're probably not ready. I agree with the above poster- I think ctb should be a decision that you're 100% at peace with because it's permanent.

I would agree if OP was maybe like 51% but they are 99%.
In my opinion that's more than enough.
I'm 110% sure.
Only thing that's holding me back is SS, pizza and SI lol
Btw. I'm also looking for ideas to overcome SI.

I feel like the "you are not ready" responses are not very helpful..

 

[x~Sophia~x]

I would agree if OP was maybe like 51% but they are 99%.
In my opinion that's more than enough.
I'm 110% sure.
Only thing that's holding me back is SS, pizza and SI lol
Btw. I'm also looking for ideas to overcome SI.

I feel like the "you are not ready" responses are not very helpful..

But we all know there is no such measurement as 110%... if there was, then I'd suggest you're not totally ready to ctb until you are at least 200% certain.

And surely "you are not ready" is more helpful than "scaredy cat" or "just get it done."

 

[cappuccinogirl]

Not sure anyone is 100% at peace with it. Just feel like you've got no option. SI very difficult to overcome. Something to blunt your thoughts / emotions. .... Love and hugs . Wish you peace xxx

 

[StateOfMind]

But we all know there is no such measurement as 110%... if there was, then I'd suggest you're not totally ready to ctb until you are at least 200% certain.

And surely "you are not ready" is more helpful than "scaredy cat" or "just get it done."

I used to be at 500% but now unfortunately back down to 110.

Everyone is different Imo but that's too pro life.
Some people need a kick up their arse to have it be done with lol

 

[x~Sophia~x]

I used to be at 500% but now unfortunately back down to 110.

Everyone is different Imo but that's too pro life.
Some people need a kick up their arse to have it be done with lol

 

[SmellyRat]

Some people need a kick up their arse to have it be done with lol

Feel free to kick mine then i wanna get out of here.

 

[StateOfMind]

Feel free to kick mine then i wanna get out of here.

Ok.
Stop being such a pussy, have some self-respect, honor and dignity.
Have it be done with before you succumb to apathy, acceptance, disease, old age and a substandard and shitty life!

 

[x~Sophia~x]

Feel free to kick mine then i wanna get out of here.

Why can't you just get it done, you scaredy cat !!!!

 

[SmellyRat]

Ok.
Stop being such a pussy, have some self-respect, honor and dignity.
Have it be done with before you succumb to apathy, acceptance, disease, old age and a substandard and shitty life!

 

[muffin222]

I used to be at 500% but now unfortunately back down to 110.

Everyone is different Imo but that's too pro life.
Some people need a kick up their arse to have it be done with lol

I'm not pro-life. I think people will do what they want to do regardless of what I or anyone else has to say about it.

But, I think that actively seeking out strangers online to give you that last little bit of encouragement to kill yourself is a signal that something within the person is not certain about their decision.

Plus, encouraging suicide is against the rules of the forum. Nobody needs a "kick up the arse to die"...they need to soul-search until they reach a firm conclusion within themselves. If they can't reach that conclusion alone and they need strangers to give them that final push to die, then I personally think it's a sign that they're not ready.

 

[hoping to lose hope]

Nobody needs a "kick up the arse to die"...they need to soul-search until they reach a firm conclusion within themselves

This. It is a very personal choice and the most important one anyone will make.
They should be certain and do it on their own volition.
I sometimes feel as OP did like obviously considering my username lolz but I agree

 

[StateOfMind]

I'm not pro-life. I think people will do what they want to do regardless of what I or anyone else has to say about it.

But, I think that actively seeking out strangers online to give you that last little bit of encouragement to kill yourself is a signal that something within the person is not certain about their decision.

Plus, encouraging suicide is against the rules of the forum. Nobody needs a "kick up the arse to die"...they need to soul-search until they reach a firm conclusion within themselves. If they can't reach that conclusion alone and they need strangers to give them that final push to die, then I personally think it's a sign that they're not ready.

Dunno, maybe its just me but I didn't sign up here to have lectures from people who don't me about how I'm "not ready".
For me this place is an alternative to legal and expensive assisted suicide methods.
"encouraging suicide" surely if that rule exists it wouldn't make any sense.
People come here to help find ways of dying.
Not just for physical methods but also to overcome psychological barriers such as SI.

 

[hoping to lose hope]

This place is actually quite positive and not a toxic cesspool of crabs in a bucket which is surprising to me lolz :3

 

[yive]

Dunno, maybe its just me but I didn't sign up here to have lectures from people who don't me about how I'm "not ready".
For me this place is an alternative to legal and expensive assisted suicide methods.
"encouraging suicide" surely if that rule exists it wouldn't make any sense.
People come here to help find ways of dying.
Not just for physical methods but also to overcome psychological barriers such as SI.

absolutely agree with your point of view

 

[Nymph]

If you're really sure about your decision then drugs/alcohol could help

 

[muffin222]

Dunno, maybe its just me but I didn't sign up here to have lectures from people who don't me about how I'm "not ready".
For me this place is an alternative to legal and expensive assisted suicide methods.
"encouraging suicide" surely if that rule exists it wouldn't make any sense.
People come here to help find ways of dying.
Not just for physical methods but also to overcome psychological barriers such as SI.

That's fair and you're entitled to feel that way, but I didn't post my response on the thread for you specifically- I posted it for the OP for them to do what they will with it.

You could have ignored my post if it doesn't resonate with you. I also disagree that all people come here to help find ways of dying- most do, but plenty of people are on here for different reasons, such as community support or to have a place to discuss suicidal thoughts and feelings without fear of repercussions.

Plus, two short sentences stating my opinion is hardly a "lecture".



Lastly, if you actually looked at the forum rules, you'd clearly see this under Do NOT:

Encourage acts, ask for encouragement, or help anyone commit any acts.

• Do not encourage, suggest, manipulate, coerce, or help users carry out acts of any nature whatsoever, including suicide; only provide factual information and emotional support to those who ask for it. Do not try to get the community to tell you what to do, only you can choose your path and actions.

Me trying not to break forum rules and encourage people is not being "pro-life". The entire thread in and of itself breaks the rules, but I'm trying to offer my viewpoint to the OP regardless because it may be of value to them.

 

[StateOfMind]

That's fair and you're entitled to feel that way, but I didn't post my response on the thread for you specifically- I posted it for the OP for them to do what they will with it.

You could have ignored my post if it doesn't resonate with you. I also disagree that all people come here to help find ways of dying- most do, but plenty of people are on here for different reasons, such as community support or to have a place to discuss suicidal thoughts and feelings without fear of repercussions.

Plus, two short sentences stating my opinion is hardly a "lecture".



Lastly, if you actually looked at the forum rules, you'd clearly see this under Do NOT:

Encourage acts, ask for encouragement, or help anyone commit any acts.

• Do not encourage, suggest, manipulate, coerce, or help users carry out acts of any nature whatsoever, including suicide; only provide factual information and emotional support to those who ask for it. Do not try to get the community to tell you what to do, only you can choose your path and actions.

Me trying not to break forum rules and encourage people is not being "pro-life". The entire thread in and of itself breaks the rules, but I'm trying to offer my viewpoint to the OP regardless because it may be of value to them.

After some reflection I must say that I agree with you.

 

[SmellyRat]

After some reflection I must say that I agree with you.

You're back?

 

[StateOfMind]

You're back?

Unfortunately yes.
Got distracted by troll if you believe that.

 

[SmellyRat]

Unfortunately yes.
Got distracted by troll if you believe that.

 

[muffin222]

After some reflection I must say that I agree with you.

I appreciate your viewpoint, and I enjoyed our little dialogue in this thread