Help I need help

[vcavalheir0]

Hello guys…

My name is Vinicius I'm 20 yo and I'm from Brazil. My life sucks, I'm looking for ways to pass away. But before you indicate methods, I would like to explain why I want to end my life and if some of you could help me.

Well, I am a graphic and packaging designer, I work in a full-time design agency, and earn in reais (local currency) the equivalent of US$ 340,00 per month. I would like to start my own business but I need a lot of money for that, and I also need to take care of my health and pay my bills, I want to go back to the university that a got out last year because of I couldn't pay for that.

So well, I lost every single happiness In my life, I just want to pass away and end with my depression and anxiety.

That's it, thx!

 

[NothingElseMatters]

now picture that, i'm 10 years older than you and earn half of that.

 

[Baatz]

I don't understand why you want to end your own life. Purely because of money?

 

[downndone2]

Sounds like you are doing well financially?

 

[its-about-time]

Your translation to USD must be incorrect, because $34,000/month USD is extremely wealthy and there'd be no financial concerns with paying for college, health care, or starting a business anywhere in the world.

If it's true that you make that much money, it goes to show that financial comfort doesn't equate satisfaction with being alive.

 

[Crazy4u]

He wrote $340.00 not $34,000.Other countries have different writing styles.

OP,

Don't give up (yet). Take it one by one. What is more important to you now? Going back to university or starting a business?

Do you have a business idea in mind? Have you considered side hustle or online business related to your field? Would banks give you loans to start a business?

You don't have to answer any of my questions :) i am asking to help you explore options

Good luck!

 

[its-about-time]

He wrote $340.00 not $34,000.Other countries have different writing styles.

Ah, thank you for that clarification!

OP, I wish you the best. I hope you can find a way to chase your dreams in the face of financial difficulty. I have relied on government assistance financially and choosing cheaper local colleges instead of large expensive universities. I live in a very different place and am not sure how it works in Brazil, but if there are support options, it's worth chasing them.

 

[Of The Universe]

now picture that, i'm 10 years older than you and earn half of that.

Wait,you earn $170 per month?? How do you live?

 

[Cathy Ames]

Wait,you earn $170 per month?? How do you live?

Most likely in a country other than the US.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

Wait,you earn $170 per month?? How do you live?

i don't live, i survive

 

[Weebster]

Wait,you earn $170 per month?? How do you live?

By licking the sweat of his brow

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering. Anxiety really can be awful. I know that it is hard to carry on when you live such a miserable life. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[ornitier199]

I don't understand why you want to end your own life. Purely because of money?

Yes. Any reason is a reason.
I'm drifting similar. I'd be lying to myself if I said money wouldn't bring me happiness and stay alive. Mainly because it goes into my development.