Red
Warlock
- Apr 10, 2019
- 744
Been trying various things to up energy levels for months but nothing is working. Multivitamins; huge doses of vitamin D (hehe), all the B vitamins; caffeine, various herbs and supplements (kratom, St. John's wort, creatine, glucosamine to name but a few) - to zero effect as I'm still fatigued and fucked on a daily basis. I feel useless and pointless and just want to be able to get moving and be able to DO STUFF…
Will alone isn't enough, it's my body that is failing me as, more often than not, I cannot even muster the energy to shower or do basic tasks, let alone do big chores and/or start rebuilding the strength I have lost from being unwell for so damn long! I cannot be inactive any longer, my life is just wasting away and I feel powerless to fight it as my brain cannot override my stupid body.
Seriously thinking about getting illicit drugs just to have some periods of activity as I seriously cannot exist this way any longer! Are there any easy to obtain, legal substances that others have tried and found to work?? I've tried many but at this point there are no wrong answers as any option I haven't tried is worth a shot before I fall to the dark side.
Stuff that works soon after taking it would be best as I've not the patience or resources to gamble on tenuous long term strategies.
Will alone isn't enough, it's my body that is failing me as, more often than not, I cannot even muster the energy to shower or do basic tasks, let alone do big chores and/or start rebuilding the strength I have lost from being unwell for so damn long! I cannot be inactive any longer, my life is just wasting away and I feel powerless to fight it as my brain cannot override my stupid body.
Seriously thinking about getting illicit drugs just to have some periods of activity as I seriously cannot exist this way any longer! Are there any easy to obtain, legal substances that others have tried and found to work?? I've tried many but at this point there are no wrong answers as any option I haven't tried is worth a shot before I fall to the dark side.
Stuff that works soon after taking it would be best as I've not the patience or resources to gamble on tenuous long term strategies.