What options do I have? My family will put me in a psych ward in a 2-3 days and I feel hopeless. They guard me at home 24/7
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With them watching you so closely, there's not much you'll be able to do without it being fucked up by being discovered. You'll end up with more problems than you already have.
Truthfully ctb is tough under normal circumstances - only 1 in 30 attempts work in the real world, though some methods are successful 70-80% of the time or more- choice of method is important. In your situation it is difficult to imagine a method that would work - there are some long shot options but a long shot option that doesn't work would probably cause a longer hospitalization. You may be better off pretending that the psych ward really helped so that you can get out as soon as possible and eventually get more freedom to be able to ctb. Many people out here with freedom to ctb still take months or even years to follow through- mainly due to the consequences of a failed attempt. Maybe you can start to act like you're feeling better and that the crisi has passed and maybe you can avoid going to the psych ward based on this.
