Dead_Inside
Wizard
- Jul 2, 2018
- 622
I can't do this. I know it's crazy ... but I need a break. I thought I was going to die in April ... and when that failed I was devastated. I fixed what I thought had gone wrong and I tried again. But here I am ... it's not possible, it can't be. But I am here and it's the worst thing ever ... I can't described what I feel. It's just worse than sadness.
But I can't do this everyday shit. I just need to get a break from life for a second.
I was hoping maybe a car accident or maybe I would just get real sick. Just something so I could just not do this and no one would say anything about it.
It would be ok for a second.
I have been thinking about making an accident happen ... it's sick and crazy, I know but what am I supposed to do??
Sorry just had to get this out of my head
But I can't do this everyday shit. I just need to get a break from life for a second.
I was hoping maybe a car accident or maybe I would just get real sick. Just something so I could just not do this and no one would say anything about it.
It would be ok for a second.
I have been thinking about making an accident happen ... it's sick and crazy, I know but what am I supposed to do??
Sorry just had to get this out of my head
