I need a backup plan

[Moony21]

actually I believed N is the best way for me to ctb. but I am getting sicker (Nausea) from week to week and I can eat only little and I have some trouble swallowing something. I'm too scared to fail.

When I drive On the highway with my car, I often think I should go/crash with 180 km / h in a highway pier. Of course, at night and when nobody is in the near. would that be for sure? to die?
I could imagine jumping, but I would not know where in Switzerland. no, it's not that easy in the mountains :)

Oh I don't know how I get out of this life and not end up as a nursing case?

 

[therhydler]

It definitely is tricky to find something that will not fail and that we are prepared to go through :/ I'm not sure about the car but to me it sounds pretty fatal. Have you considered hanging as an option?

 

[furax53]

there are bridges or cliffs in Switzerland to jump style the niouc bridge

 

[Moony21]

It definitely is tricky to find something that will not fail and that we are prepared to go through :/ I'm not sure about the car but to me it sounds pretty fatal. Have you considered hanging as an option?

Very tricky yes. When N arrived at my home i felt much better but my stomach problem is getting worse month by month.
It gets harder and harder to maintain this facade with this shit nausea dayli. everybody thinks that I can control it with my psyche...

I can not imagine hanging...

 

[Moony21]

there are bridges or cliffs in Switzerland to jump style the niouc bridge

Never heard before of this bridge in Wallis. Thank you

 

[furax53]

Never heard before of this bridge in Wallis. Thank you

it's someone from the forum who told me

 

[Moony21]

it's someone from the forum who told me

I googled it and its a pretty high bridge

 

[furax53]

I googled it and its a pretty high bridge

yes I admit that the bridges is nice for ctb

 

[furax53]

otherwise I just found this bridge in Switzerland
https://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Passerelle_suspendue_Charles_Kuonen

 

[Moony21]

otherwise I just found this bridge in Switzerland
https://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Passerelle_suspendue_Charles_Kuonen

Thank you. I have never been in Wallis before. It's five hours away but it's a great place. In Berne the highest bridges are coverd by a safety net.

 

[OkTotti]

Very tricky yes. When N arrived at my home i felt much better but my stomach problem is getting worse month by month.
It gets harder and harder to maintain this facade with this shit nausea dayli. everybody thinks that I can control it with my psyche...

I can not imagine hanging...

Have you looked into taking N. by Enema? There is a thread here about it and a member CTB because of digestive problems so he took N. by enema

 

[Bart]

Are you just not to scared to do it? (no offense)

 

[furax53]

Are you just not to scared to do it? (no offense)

if I'm afraid that's why I'm looking for a partner because it will give me more courage

 

[Bart]

if I'm afraid that's why I'm looking for a partner because it will give me more courage

i can get that

 

[furax53]

i can get that

send me a mp

 

[furax53]

Have you looked into taking N. by Enema? There is a thread here about it and member CTB because of digestive problems so he took N. by enema

Who is enema? for the N

 

[Moony21]

Have you looked into taking N. by Enema? There is a thread here about it and member CTB because of digestive problems so he took N. by enema

Yes I saw the post from him. But I need to read and to learn more about this. Thank you for the tips

 

[Moony21]

Are you just not to scared to do it? (no offense)

also determined. My main problem is the nausea and that I can't swallow much. When I practice it with water, I already have problems

 

[Midnight]

There are alot of things to consider when thinking about driving into a concrete obstacle. Airbags, best way of impact, spinning out when you need to veer off into the side of the road before hitting the bridge. Recovery of the wreckage,paramedics,(helicopter even?) being called in to the scene... The costs are enormous and chances are your family will be partly held responsible if for example you live with your parents. All of the above has kept me from doing something like that every time i'm out on the highway.

 

[RememberWhatUCameFor]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...a-with-train-station-hotel-near-a-cliff.6162/

 

[furax53]

That's why I do not want to kill myself on the road to not kill other people