LosinIt20

LosinIt20

What’s the point in living if you can’t be alive
Mar 8, 2020
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I'm back unfortunately. I was planning on ctb in March, my plan was figured out by aunt and I got put in a inpatient for a few months. Do I feel any different? Hell no! My life is still messed up I still have no one. Crazy how people don't really care about you they just don't want you to die. Suffer your whole life, I won't help you I won't care what you go through or even bother to check on you, you just shouldn't end your suffering. Ha! Life is a joke. Partner me please! I'm ready to go join my husband in the afterlife...im at the very end of the rope. I'm gonna buy some more SN Walt for the right time , when something else fucks my life Up (which won't be long) then I'm gonna pick the perfect day to CTB. Fuck life fuck humans.
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
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I'm sorry you got put in the psych ward. People just don't understand that we as humans should have the right to choose when we wish to ctb. I hope if ctb'ing is what you ultimately wan't that you get the chance to make the choice yourself.
 

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