3ndl3ss-v0id
Void
- Jul 31, 2023
- 27
Today I called you but you didn't answer. Why, God, why? You seem to be dead. And I didn't go to your funeral. I miss you. I just want to know you're ok. Please just. I wanna hear your voice just one more time. Please. I miss you. There are so many things I want to tell you. And I'm sure there are so many things you want to tell me too. Please. I just can't conceive you left me just like that. Like a family abandoning their dog in the middle of the road. I feel like a stray dog ever since you left me. I just want to know about you. There isn't a day I don't think about you. I just want to see you. Hold your hands. Hear your voice telling me about your kids, about your husband, about your new recipes or the book you're reading. I want to hear your voice telling me how much you've missed me too. What's the point of living if it's not by your side? I can't love anymore. You've taken that from me when you left. And I forgive you for that. You could stab me right in the heart and I'd forgive you. You deserve so much more than I can ever give you. You make me feel like I'm nothing. Please just do something. Be mad at me. Hate me. At least notice me. Please. Please. Please.