Story I miss my exes and late partner

[Suicidebydeath]

I miss them terribly and trying to get by, it's supposed to be a rant/vent but there's no option for that here.
I realised I can't describe my last partner as an ex, because we never broke up or even got together properly, before they ctb, so they're my late partner.
I miss them and I'm lonely but it's hard to imagine anyone else for me.
I wish someone could introduce themselves and be like them.
It just feels hopeless and sad.
I'm living alone now and I don't know what to do anymore.

 

[fatalerror]

it's okay, you will get used to being lonely.
I know how it feels I'd kill to be together with my ex again, but I am getting used to be lonely and it doesn't hurt as it used to be.

 

[Mixo]

Please don't take this the wrong way, since I totally hear that you're struggling and grieving this person, but how can they have been your partner if you never got together properly? I'm trying to understand the situation better. Not that it needs to be relevant, I'm just confused about that bit.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

ctb before we met, don't really want to talk about it, it's part of what makes me sad... maybe they would still be alive.

 

[nembutal]

i understand. it's hard for me to exist without others. i haven't lost hope that my ex may take me back unfortunately. im really sorry you lost this person before meeting them.