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satanpixidreamgirl
sleepy
- Feb 28, 2024
- 22
Since about April my lymph nodes have been swollenand I lost about 18 pounds I've been prevent from being seen for it, my parents won't take me to the doctors for ailments, I only get to see my specialist most of the time and I cannot drive myself. I finally I got to go once for this and the nurse at the urgent care clinic said "yeah, you're platelets look all out of whack girl, teehee" and then doing nothing about it. And I'm so frustrated with doctors I didn't do anything either, there aren't many other places to go being in a rural area. I finally decided after falling asleep in the shower do something about it this month and beg my parents to take me to the doctors and they're really mad at me, they switch between "it seems serious" or "its probably nothing, you're a fucking idiot" depending on if they're randomly mad at me. The doctors office I made my appointment with is taking it seriously. I hope it is leukemia so I can refuse all treatment and die. If I did get treated they would complain about the cost anyways.