I may CTB Monday (not settled yet)

[worldexploder]

I learned a lot tonight about how to properly hang yourself. I was kind of discouraged by the tree ratchet since each pump only tightenes by a centimeter. I also watched some educational videos. I got some tools that I am trying to work with in order to make a viable noose for suspension hanging. Just got to make sure to find a way not to crush my traychia.

IF I can get everything ready by Monday, I'll set it up before I drink. I don't want to get drunk to the point to where I don't know what I'm doing but drunk enough to calm my panic response somewhat.

No RIPs or good lucks yet. I need to properly assess everything. I cannot fuck this up. This will not be done on an impulse. Gotta think and plan very carefully.

 

[Trashcan]

It's a good thing you're thinking through this so much.

 

[worldexploder]

It's a good thing you're thinking through this so much.

Thank you very much. I take things like this very seriously. If I get everything rigged up and I still find myself "doing it wrong" I'll go stop.

 

[voool]

Good luck

 

[worldexploder]

Good luck

Thanks buddy. I got the rest of tonight and tomorrow to figure out how to rig something up that can work.

 

[Tokyojoe]

Good luck. I am also aiming for Monday.

 

[worldexploder]

Good luck. I am also aiming for Monday.

Thanks man. Also good luck to you as well.

 

[Schopenhauer]

Monday? I'll miss your presence in the forums. I still have one week to go.

But I won't wish you good luck yet. Let's not jinx it...

 

[worldexploder]

Monday? I'll miss your presence in the forums. I still have one week to go.

But I won't wish you good luck yet. Let's not jinx it...

Thank you buddy I really appreciate it. I am tired of waiting around. What is your method going to be if you don't mind me asking.

 

[Tokyojoe]

Thanks man. Also good luck to you as well.

what would be your method if you don't mind me asking?

 

[worldexploder]

what would be your method if you don't mind me asking?

Suspension hanging.

 

[Schopenhauer]

Thank you buddy I really appreciate it. I am tired of waiting around. What is your method going to be if you don't mind me asking.

N, next Saturday,

 

[jaemus12]

I'll miss ya for sure. It's fun playing offtopic games with you and chatting with you.

However, I understand why we're here so I wish everything goes good for you.

 

[Deafsn0w]

Suspension hanging.

The NNM didn't work?

 

[worldexploder]

I'll miss ya for sure. It's fun playing offtopic games with you and chatting with you.

However, I understand why we're here so I wish everything goes good for you.

Thank you so much. We had some good times in here despite the misery.

 

[worldexploder]

The NNM didn't work?

I never tried it. I'm getting tired of waiting around. If I tried the NNM I would have to wait until I could order it first. I don't want to wait another week even. I'm gonna do the best I can. Like I said I can't guarantee success but I'm gonna give it my all

 

[jaemus12]

Thank you so much. We had some good times in here despite the misery.

Hope to see you on the other side someday.

 

[Singing In The Rain]

Why not partial? Sorry if you've already mentioned it. Suspension takes a lot of balls.

 

[Singing In The Rain]

Is inert gas not an option for you? seems a lot easier just suss out a tank. Leave it a side for when you feel the time is right. Just my 2 cents

 

[worldexploder]

Why not partial? Sorry if you've already mentioned it. Suspension takes a lot of balls.

It's gonna be partial suspension. The noose will be tied to the wooden beams from inside my drop ceiling in my bedroom (decided against the steel beam in the "basement" part of the basement because it's too close to were people can hear me). My feet is not going to be dangling or anything. I'd rather be in a seated position.

 

[worldexploder]

Is inert gas not an option for you? seems a lot easier just suss out a tank. Leave it a side for when you feel the time is right. Just my 2 cents

I don't have a car or a liscens and my aunts my payee. This is why I couldn't get it unfortunately.

 

[worldexploder]

Hope to see you on the other side someday.

Thank you so much. I hope so too.

 

[Nem]

Whatever choice you make I respect it. Peace and hugs!!!!

 

[worldexploder]

Whatever choice you make I respect it. Peace and hugs!!!!

Thank you so much. Hugs and love!

 

[Singing In The Rain]

It's gonna be partial suspension. The noose will be tied to the wooden beams from inside my drop ceiling in my bedroom (decided against the steel beam in the "basement" part of the basement because it's too close to were people can hear me). My feet is not going to be dangling or anything. I'd rather be in a seated position.

Excuse my ignorance but what is partial suspension?

 

[worldexploder]

Excuse my ignorance but what is part partial suspension?

If I'm not mistaking, full suspension is when your body is suspending from the ground right? Partial is were your body is partially suspended? I'm still trying to figure all this out.

 

[worldexploder]

Whatever choice you make I respect it. Peace and hugs!!!!

Thank you Nem. I'd really rather use a more peaceful method but those are out of my reach.

 

[TAW122]

I hope your research and practice goes well!

 

[worldexploder]

THIS is the rig up that I am experimenting with. The noose will be higher than it is in these pics and I'll probably add some type of padding - also the noose will be tighter than shown here. I'm just trying to figure out how to set everything up. When I tried to hang myself in 2016 I never gave much thought to this. I'm also trying to find a way to make sure I compress my corortid arteries without crushing my windpipe.

 

[Trashcan]

Thank you very much. I take things like this very seriously. If I get everything rigged up and I still find myself "doing it wrong" I'll go stop.

Smart! It's better to wait longer to plan it well than to do it sooner but no well-planned. I think someone can wait the extra week or month or however long if it means that they'll succeed.