The Blackangel

The Blackangel

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Nov 3, 2018
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I decided to stick with some of my own stuff. I make cyanide and keep a fairly steady supply of it handy. When I'm ready to CTB, I'm thinking I'll just add a bit of flavor to it, like some juice, and chug away. That way I won't have to taste it. The smell alone of my home brew is enough to knock a person unconscious. I know this because that has happened to me. It damn near cost me a years supply.
 
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TheLastTrip

TheLastTrip

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Nov 2, 2018
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Ok I have to ask. Why do you make cyanide regularly? Is that for your job?
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
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Uh yeah, about ready to pm you- like everyone else...
 
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The Blackangel

The Blackangel

Nyiach des uti nesi deh ahy.
Nov 3, 2018
212
Actually I've only gotten 2 PM's. I guess not many people are interested.
 
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Kooz

Kooz

Night-Night.
Aug 26, 2018
129
I just think it's cool that you make it. Is it a hobby or a job?
 
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scales

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I decided to stick with some of my own stuff. I make cyanide and keep a fairly steady supply of it handy. When I'm ready to CTB, I'm thinking I'll just add a bit of flavor to it, like some juice, and chug away. That way I won't have to taste it. The smell alone of my home brew is enough to knock a person unconscious. I know this because that has happened to me. It damn near cost me a years supply.

I hate to be another annoying person to bother you, but I'm very curious about how you manufactured cyanide and any resources you may have to help me do the same. I have been trying to find information but it's difficult to come by.
 
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The Blackangel

The Blackangel

Nyiach des uti nesi deh ahy.
Nov 3, 2018
212
The only place you're going to find any information is the dark web. That's where I got started. Hell, anymore I spend more time on the dark web than I do on the surface web. You won't find anything on the surface web about how to make it. You can try the Anarchist Cookbook. I haven't read it in forever, but if I remember correctly it can give you a good base to get started. But you have to get the actual original book that was printed in the 70's. And that one is next to impossible to find and expensive as hell when you do find it. The reprints, give decent information, but they have been edited by the government, so it's a crap shoot there.
 
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scales

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Oct 18, 2018
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The only place you're going to find any information is the dark web. That's where I got started. Hell, anymore I spend more time on the dark web than I do on the surface web. You won't find anything on the surface web about how to make it. You can try the Anarchist Cookbook. I haven't read it in forever, but if I remember correctly it can give you a good base to get started. But you have to get the actual original book that was printed in the 70's. And that one is next to impossible to find and expensive as hell when you do find it. The reprints, give decent information, but they have been edited by the government, so it's a crap shoot there.

I'm assuming this book is not available as a pdf anywhere? I actually have no way to access the dark web.. I use mobile since I sold my laptop and Tor does not work well on mobile even with the Tor apps. I can spend 3 hours and still can't access the dream market for example.

In the dark web, do you have any advice on websites to read about this type of information?
 
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The Blackangel

The Blackangel

Nyiach des uti nesi deh ahy.
Nov 3, 2018
212
No there is no pdf. At least not one that I know of.
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
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Many pips in fruits contain cyanide, if you Google it you can see which ones are the most poisonous.
 

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Wannadie

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Many pips in fruits contain cyanide, if you Google it you can see which ones are the most poisonous.

I know a girl who tried to ctb with apricot pits. It didn't work AT ALL. She didn't even have to go to the hospital. I wouldn't do it I guess, pretty unreliable
 
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I know a girl who tried to ctb with apricot pits. It didn't work AT ALL. She didn't even have to go to the hospital. I wouldn't do it I guess, pretty unreliable
Do you know if she swallowed them whole? As doing this won't cause any harm, the pips have to be opened to cause harm
 
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TiredHorse

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You can try the Anarchist Cookbook. I haven't read it in forever, but if I remember correctly it can give you a good base to get started.
The Anarchist Cookbook has a lot of sketchy information --at least in the explosives section. I've heard the Poor Man's James Bond is a more reliable text.
 
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Arak

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I wish I had access to that stuff ... I'd make a lousy chemist, I'm not able to go through many complicated procedures to make that stuff. And I don't have the equipment or skills. Not something you'd want to mess up.
 
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I hate to be another annoying person to bother you, but I'm very curious about how you manufactured cyanide and any resources you may have to help me do the same. I have been trying to find information but it's difficult to come by.
Scales it takes a few hours to make your own, but is only 29% purity. The items used are easy to get. The purification process I do not know.
 
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Wannadie

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Do you know if she swallowed them whole? As doing this won't cause any harm, the pips have to be opened to cause harm

I don't know for sure, but I do know that she also tried it with Castor beans (they have ricin in them) and she told me she had to eat them with chocolate because the taste was super gross haha so she probably knew she had to chew on the apricot pits as well. But that's just a guess, I'm not sure about that
 
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I don't know for sure, but I do know that she also tried it with Castor beans (they have ricin in them) and she told me she had to eat them with chIocolate because the taste was super gross haha so she probably knew she had to chew on the apricot pits as well. But that's just a guess, I'm not sure about that
I tried Castor seeds once. You have to bake them first, and they must be a certain age to work. I did not find the taste too bad, and augmented the castor with dilantin. I am however still here...
 
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Many pips in fruits contain cyanide, if you Google it you can see which ones are the most poisonous.
The highest amount of cyanide is actually found in laurel cherry leaves/bark growing near a busy road. This must be broken down to get the poison and the process is somewhat unreliable. There are far easier and more certain ways to make it.
I tried Castor seeds once. You have to bake them first, and they must be a certain age to work. I did not find the taste too bad, and augmented the castor with dilantin. I am however still here...
 
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The highest amount of cyanide is actually found in laurel cherry leaves/bark growing near a busy road. This must be broken down to get the poison and the process is somewhat unreliable. There are far easier and more certain ways to make it.
Sorry the yield is far from pure.
 
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The only place you're going to find any information is the dark web. That's where I got started. Hell, anymore I spend more time on the dark web than I do on the surface web. You won't find anything on the surface web about how to make it. You can try the Anarchist Cookbook. I haven't read it in forever, but if I remember correctly it can give you a good base to get started. But you have to get the actual original book that was printed in the 70's. And that one is next to impossible to find and expensive as hell when you do find it. The reprints, give decent information, but they have been edited by the government, so it's a crap shoot there.
I hate to be another annoying person to bother you, but I'm very curious about how you manufactured cyanide and any resources you may have to help me do the same. I have been trying to find information but it's difficult to come by.
I found several sites on youtube. The one I tried definitely worked but it was both impure and very little. If I actually did bookmark I will send the link.
By the way Cherry Laurel works too, but figuring out it's strength proved impossible. It numbed the mouth immediately and I did fall to the floor, but that was it. Mind you I just put my tongue on it...saving the liquid for a later date. When I got home from shopping the container had been emptied down the sink...ah well...I am sorry to all though, this was a long time ago and you would have to check 'miscibility'. The recipe should be found in an old volume. They used to use it as a cough medicine...cherry syrup I believe was the name and yes, some did die...
The pits from fruit are very iffy. Each plant retains a different amount of another chemical that reverts into cyanide. In my opinion the Yew Baccata is the best bet, but often proves to be a nasty death...Sorry I used to be a horticulturalist. Can't spell...duh.
Two strokes have emptied much from my head...but all of this information is available. Try pharmaceutical codex from about 1950. An inheritance from my father, which I can no longer read...sigh.
 
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