DeathIsTheWayOut99
Warlock
- Jun 6, 2020
- 798
There are resources for people to escape abusive households. Places where people can stay and create a better independent life from there abusers. But what do I do?
I stay
I stay because I am scared of what a better life could be.
I am scared of anything that threatens my desire to die
I am content of currently having my own room and money from my father
I am content gong to school
Yet I also feel suicidal when my brother hurts me or when he and my dad fight
I wish I was like other 22 year olds living their lives independently
don't be like me
I am a failure
I stay
I stay because I am scared of what a better life could be.
I am scared of anything that threatens my desire to die
I am content of currently having my own room and money from my father
I am content gong to school
Yet I also feel suicidal when my brother hurts me or when he and my dad fight
I wish I was like other 22 year olds living their lives independently
don't be like me
I am a failure