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Defenestrator

Defenestrator

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Jan 17, 2020
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I made another attempt with SN on the 6th and got really fucking close. I've been stuck in hospital since and I'm in a locked ward on a one to one until transfer to a mental hospital. I'm so angry and upset all of the time, I just want to leave and die.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds really dreadful, it's just so cruel to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to even more suffering, I also just wish and hope to be gone, I hope you find peace.
 
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