Discussion I love this site feels like home, with loads of friends who care and understand ❤️

[LostAllHope7651]

I do love this site and I guess we're all here because of the same thing, but I'm sat here crying my eyes out at people who say there doing something then go off line or there names are crossed out I wish I had the power to save and help everyone because it makes me so sad but I can't help myself ... I'm better at helping others than myself and maybe I'll be off line, but I don't want anyone to be as upset as I am when someone leaves from here, I've never felt so understood in my life since I found this site and it's been so calming that I can talk to people like me when I have a bad time or what ever.... I just hope people think these things through,
Two people crossed out tonight and I hope there at peace now but sad I couldn't help them anymore than I can help myself... rest easy fellow strugglers

 

[Deleted-User-0]

That's how I felt when I joined. No one to judge you here can be 100% yourself

 

[miguel6565]

i love SS too,i cannot help myself neither

 

[esse_est_percipi]

I do love this site and I guess we're all here because of the same thing, but I'm sat here crying my eyes out at people who say there doing something then go off line or there names are crossed out I wish I had the power to save and help everyone because it makes me so sad but I can't help myself ... I'm better at helping others than myself and maybe I'll be off line, but I don't want anyone to be as upset as I am when someone leaves from here, I've never felt so understood in my life since I found this site and it's been so calming that I can talk to people like me when I have a bad time or what ever.... I just hope people think these things through,
Two people crossed out tonight and I hope there at peace now but sad I couldn't help them anymore than I can help myself... rest easy fellow strugglers ❤❤❤

Having their name crossed out doesn't necessarily mean they ctb'd though...they might have just deleted their account.

 

[Passerby]

That's because, you as a person despite clearly struggling yourself, you care about strangers who are at the end of there life and for that, you should be proud of yourself. Any one who shows love and compassion to someone who is considering or attempting suicide is a beautiful human, end of.

 

[LostAllHope7651]

I'm more upset now then when I first logged on... so many people in pain and want to end it and do,
Coming her to talk to like minded people for the last time.... glad they have people to talk to but sad that I see there last ever wrote
Messages ... with no faces to put to people, just unknown people

Having their name crossed out doesn't necessarily mean they ctb'd though...they might have just deleted their account.

Because there doing something and don't want the site related to it

That's because, you as a person despite clearly struggling yourself, you care about strangers who are at the end of there life and for that, you should be proud of yourself. Any one who shows love and compassion to someone who is considering or attempting suicide is a beautiful human, end of.

Thank you I think you mayBe the only person who's ever said there proud....

it just breaks my heart, I wish I could take
There pain away and make
Them happy
To live on but I can't

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I do love this site and I guess we're all here because of the same thing, but I'm sat here crying my eyes out at people who say there doing something then go off line or there names are crossed out I wish I had the power to save and help everyone because it makes me so sad but I can't help myself ... I'm better at helping others than myself and maybe I'll be off line, but I don't want anyone to be as upset as I am when someone leaves from here, I've never felt so understood in my life since I found this site and it's been so calming that I can talk to people like me when I have a bad time or what ever.... I just hope people think these things through,
Two people crossed out tonight and I hope there at peace now but sad I couldn't help them anymore than I can help myself... rest easy fellow strugglers ❤❤❤

Me too Love this website! This website is an oasis in a desert. Sanctioned Suicide is the only place i've been able to talk about suicide, ctb methods, life, philosophy, real topics

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I do love this site and I guess we're all here because of the same thing, but I'm sat here crying my eyes out at people who say there doing something then go off line or there names are crossed out I wish I had the power to save and help everyone because it makes me so sad but I can't help myself ... I'm better at helping others than myself and maybe I'll be off line, but I don't want anyone to be as upset as I am when someone leaves from here, I've never felt so understood in my life since I found this site and it's been so calming that I can talk to people like me when I have a bad time or what ever.... I just hope people think these things through,
Two people crossed out tonight and I hope there at peace now but sad I couldn't help them anymore than I can help myself... rest easy fellow strugglers ❤❤❤

Yes. I feel the same. I hate to see those names crossed out, even of that is why we come here. And when they are friends, supported and cared for over the months...then it hurts indeed.
I would stand and fight if I could and force back the darkness for every single lost soul, for life or for death, regardless. I wish I could, but I can't.
All I can do is listen and witness as best I can and remember, always remember.

 

[LostAllHope7651]

Yes. I feel the same. I hate to see those names crossed out, even of that is why we come here. And when they are friends, supported and cared for over the months...then it hurts indeed.
I would stand and fight if I could and force back the darkness for every single lost soul, for life or for death, regardless. I wish I could, but I can't.
All I can do is listen and witness as best I can and remember, always remember.

Same here, breaks my heart every time...

 

[deadgirlahsatan]

Yes i agree. This forum is great.Free to be who u are. Also very sad that so many are suffering badly.

 

[Moonbounce]

Must be nice. This is a lovely place. But feeling a sense of belonging is a ways off I fear.

 

[sagajin]

Having found this website a few days ago. Its like a big weight fell of my shoulders. And its nice knowing that its just a mather of time to find a person thats relative close enough to ctb with. Waiting is easy if you do it with a clear goal in mind.

 

[LostAllHope7651]

Having found this website a few days ago. Its like a big weight fell of my shoulders. And its nice knowing that its just a mather of time to find a person thats relative close enough to ctb with. Waiting is easy if you do it with a clear goal in mind.

I know am gonna do mine eventually but it would have been nice to have a partner in crime to feel safe with and the company

 

[BPD Barbie]

My second home