Venting I literally don’t know how to think right

[EmpressDean]

I literally don't know how to think right. I'm not severely traumatized but I'm severely lonely. Like idk how to interact anymore. I want to join clubs but when I join fb groups or google things idk how to find clubs or do activities. Idk why I can't figure things out. Like I literally don't know how to navigate places or do things I don't know what wrong with me. I so desperately want to get out of the house and join clubs but I'm so confused how to find places and join things. I look at event Brite and meetup and it's just a bunch of online lectures. How do people do things