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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
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There are many people (especially men) who do that. In my self-help group someone said he slept with a girl who is in a relationship. And for me it sounded like he was proud about it. I rather felt a little bit disgusted.
In my closest friend group there are many virgins. Not all though. We are in our mid-end twenties. We are extremely good friends. Also concerning my suicidality I could not imagine better friends. I have top 1% friends.
Two of my closest friends have or had regular sex and never bragged about it in any way. I never got the feeling they felt superior. The guy in my self-help group once asked me whether I ever was in a relationship and when I responded no it felt like he looked down at me. I never experienced something like that with my friends.
There is another guy from my self-help group who is very much into drugs and wants to spend time with me. I am too scared about a bad influence on me. And he even slept with the girlfriend of a friend of him. And they never told it to his friend. Wonder why I don't want to be friends with him. Lmao.
Theoretically, I could have/had opportunities to have sex. For example, there was an extremely good looking borderline woman in my clinic who was very much into drugs. She really really wanted a relationship with me. However, it seemed like she was a big red flag. When I told this story to a college friend who also treats women like shit he was so confused why I did not agree to a relationship with her. Honestly, I have the feeling he alway pretends to be interested in longterm relationships with women while he only cares about sex. I was a little bit shocked when I realized that fact about him. He always seemed to be so innocent. I am scared he finds out I never was in a relationship. There was recently a very good looking woman in a dating app who wanted a hook up with me. But I don't want that. I once elaborated on it here. I am a little bit conservative in this instance.
In my closest friend group there are many virgins. Not all though. We are in our mid-end twenties. We are extremely good friends. Also concerning my suicidality I could not imagine better friends. I have top 1% friends.
Two of my closest friends have or had regular sex and never bragged about it in any way. I never got the feeling they felt superior. The guy in my self-help group once asked me whether I ever was in a relationship and when I responded no it felt like he looked down at me. I never experienced something like that with my friends.
There is another guy from my self-help group who is very much into drugs and wants to spend time with me. I am too scared about a bad influence on me. And he even slept with the girlfriend of a friend of him. And they never told it to his friend. Wonder why I don't want to be friends with him. Lmao.
Theoretically, I could have/had opportunities to have sex. For example, there was an extremely good looking borderline woman in my clinic who was very much into drugs. She really really wanted a relationship with me. However, it seemed like she was a big red flag. When I told this story to a college friend who also treats women like shit he was so confused why I did not agree to a relationship with her. Honestly, I have the feeling he alway pretends to be interested in longterm relationships with women while he only cares about sex. I was a little bit shocked when I realized that fact about him. He always seemed to be so innocent. I am scared he finds out I never was in a relationship. There was recently a very good looking woman in a dating app who wanted a hook up with me. But I don't want that. I once elaborated on it here. I am a little bit conservative in this instance.