I know I'm an asshole

[copioushopelessness]

But I'm sick of everything. I don't want people to go to jail or get ripped off, or jumped. Walking to the store. I just witnessed multiple drug deals and a shit ton of cops.
Even as an experiment I said "what's good?" To this one dude, ya know what he said? Nothing. (I've never done that before)Why? Because it's not chill to ask random people shit. I know we are willing to risk it but BE CAREFUL
Going to jail is scarier than dying, for me at least. FUCK THAT.
Fuck me for actually caring. These thoughts plague people of all ages but I'm not willing to help people die. If anyone wants advice what not to do, maybe I'll be willing to help but I just don't know how to help people off themselves. I wouldn't be here if it were easy. Sorry everyone for going off but I'm obviously in a bad headspace or I wouldn't be on this forum.
I hope everyone finds peace, whatever that may look like.

 

[gunmetalblue]

Hey why not make a ressource post with tips or advice, or just anything to warn and educate people about what to watch out for if they intend to go through with such things. Things you would have liked to have known. You can even add a disclaimer part to express that you are doing this in good faith, the worry and hardship and just shit that prison would bring. Or any potential risks.
Like you said, if we were all in a good headspace we wouldn't be on this forum. You're trying your best to cope. It's the best that can be asked of you. Hope you manage to keep your head up, I wish you peace.

 

[copioushopelessness]

Most people are "middle men" even if they do get shit they would probably want to hang out with you and do most of your shit then ya stuck hanging out with weirdos. It's incredibly hard to find the source. They stay hidden and make other people do their dirty work. Most people only hang around other people to rip them off and do their shit, they might have a little on them but only to feed their own need. Shit is xylazine now or stupid prescription drugs like seroquel, some shit has no drugs at all.
I swear most people who die do so accidentally. It's like the universe don't want people to figure things out easily. If someone says yeah give me your money I'll be right back they probably ain't coming back. If they tell you to go with, don't. No one wants to be stuck in a trap house.
Women, be EXTRA careful.
Thanks for understanding. There's really not much I can think of to make a resource guide. Not even sure if that's breaking rules or laws or whatever. Feel like I've already fucked up. I guess with anything in this world no matter the topic it's about who you know. Even the most street smart can be at the wrong place wrong time. If I had made better choices in life I wouldn't be here. Even the many years I was living a good, honest, peaceful life I still was unhealthy and unhappy and abused. Even well intentioned people get messed with. Genetic diseases can ruin the best of days. I've isolated too many years to know what to do. I feel feral, broken and out of energy and ideas. The doctors drugs made me more stupid than anything.

Hey why not make a ressource post with tips or advice, or just anything to warn and educate people about what to watch out for if they intend to go through with such things. Things you would have liked to have known. You can even add a disclaimer part to express that you are doing this in good faith, the worry and hardship and just shit that prison would bring. Or any potential risks.
Like you said, if we were all in a good headspace we wouldn't be on this forum. You're trying your best to cope. It's the best that can be asked of you. Hope you manage to keep your head up, I wish you peace.

Oops my replies got mashed together
Most people who do shit grew up in that lifestyle. Of course there's the ones who come across it other ways but addiction is typically genetic and environmental.

Hey why not make a ressource post with tips or advice, or just anything to warn and educate people about what to watch out for if they intend to go through with such things. Things you would have liked to have known. You can even add a disclaimer part to express that you are doing this in good faith, the worry and hardship and just shit that prison would bring. Or any potential risks.
Like you said, if we were all in a good headspace we wouldn't be on this forum. You're trying your best to cope. It's the best that can be asked of you. Hope you manage to keep your head up, I wish you peace.

Most people on the internet arent going to tell people how to get drugs. That's a more local endeavor.
My drug naive friend who ctb got it from his pos mother. People with drugs are typically awful. Not all of them. Definitely traumatized in some way typically.
I know more don'ts than do's. If I knew what to do that'd be cool.

 

[copioushopelessness]

PLEASE DON'T HOLD MY ATTITUDE AGAINST ME SASU PEEPS. It's been a while since I could even get upset, I've been so apathetic. It was bottled up.