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I know how it will end

Abyss Dweller

Abyss Dweller

You look lonely...
Jul 29, 2025
112
I think I knew when I registered on here that I'm on a railroad leading to CTB one day.
I don't feel capable of beating or living with pure O. And I don't wish to find out what horseshit my mind will come up next.

'Best case' scenario I'll wait until my dad passes.

Next session with the psychologist will be the last. I'm ending it as it doesn't help at all.
I'll keep the psychiatrist and hope for a miracle..
 
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