Venting i just want to die

[sorararara]

i hate everything and everyone. i'm too mentally fucked up to properly enjoy anything or be okay in my social life because i drain and exhaust everyone. everyone ends up drifting away from me because i'm not interesting enough to keep around.
university was the only thing making me even somewhat happy but now i can't even find the joy in that.

i want to die, this isn't fair. i'm so exhausted and everything hurts so much. why should i have to keep suffering? i have no way to actually ctb right now but i just want to die.

 

[painfullypointless]

Very relatable, like identical. I'm sorry that you're going through this. Stay safe.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting to be gone, I also feel tired of suffering. But anyway I wish you the best.