Venting I just want peace

[Final_Choice]

I've been puking, crying, and sweating uncontrollably for the last 24 hours because of dysautonomia and taking an accidental medication while I was partly unconscious. Life is already hard enough, why do I have to put up with this as well? I don't care about being happy, having someone, being able to buy things or anything like that. I just want peace, I want to finally relax and stop feeling all this pain. Why can't I just have peace?

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really so cruel and horrible how people have to suffer in this existence, it's really understandable just wishing for peace from it all, in my case I've only ever wished for the peace of eternal sleep.

 

[アホペンギン]

Its cruel how you have to suffer like this because of an uncontrollable factor of your life, a condition like this. I'm sorry you have to deal with this, I hope you'll find relief from all the pain you're experiencing very soon and I hope you find peace as well.