perdredenord
he/him • wishing for a will to live
- Dec 26, 2020
- 59
No one has spoken to me in nearly a month at this point. I am insignificant and though I'm not even dead, no one misses me. I hate to be alone
Hey, idk if I'll be around for much longer but I can talk to you if you want. =) I also hate being alone, but I am more selfish than you. I have friends who do talk to me, but I just feel emotionally disconnected. I'm sorry you also feel alone. Its a fucked up feeling.No one has spoken to me in nearly a month at this point. I am insignificant and though I'm not even dead, no one misses me. I hate to be alone
My situation is not the same as I do have people in my life with whom I talk regularly, but still, I understand you. I used to have a LOT more, and they've all abandoned me. I'm also beginning to come to terms with the idea that they don't miss me and are okay with me not being in their lives at all. That's the hardest part for me. Even though I still have some people around me, the severe abandonment causes me to feel alone all the time. It's caused me to believe that the people who are still with me are bound to leave me at some point, and it keeps happening, slowly but surely.No one has spoken to me in nearly a month at this point. I am insignificant and though I'm not even dead, no one misses me. I hate to be alone
I'd really love that. I have no one left because of my selfishness.Hey, idk if I'll be around for much longer but I can talk to you if you want. =) I also hate being alone, but I am more selfish than you. I have friends who do talk to me, but I just feel emotionally disconnected. I'm sorry you also feel alone. Its a fucked up feeling.
I'm sorry you understand. And thank you.Oh fuck. Yeah. I get this and it exactly how I feel. Sending you a big hug.
Thank you so muchYou just read my mind,I'm always here for you just pm me whenever you need me
My family has given up on me. My friends gave up on me. My birthday was on the 23rd and I had one person acknowledge it. No one likes me. I don't like me.People underestimate how hard it to be alone without meaningful human interaction. I understand why homeless people walk down the street and talk to themselves. Even without drugs or whatever they are doing on the street, just not having anyone talk to you when you feeling weak and broken (as I do most of the time) is one layer to the suffering that could be helped. Ive given up on family.
I get this. Everyone leaves me because I am more of a burden than I'm worth, and I'm sure people leave as soon as they realise I'm toxic. I'm the problem for sureMy situation is not the same as I do have people in my life with whom I talk regularly, but still, I understand you. I used to have a LOT more, and they've all abandoned me. I'm also beginning to come to terms with the idea that they don't miss me and are okay with me not being in their lives at all. That's the hardest part for me. Even though I still have some people around me, the severe abandonment causes me to feel alone all the time. It's caused me to believe that the people who are still with me are bound to leave me at some point, and it keeps happening, slowly but surely.
I feel like this except I don't think anyone in my family would care or even notice for weeksthis is why i'm better off gone, either way no one would notice besides my family because my life isn't that important :(
Oof, yeah. I'm super selfish too. Happy belated birthday. =) I'm sorry no one acknowledged it.I'd really love that. I have no one left because of my selfishness.
I'm sorry you understand. And thank you.
Thank you so much
My family has given up on me. My friends gave up on me. My birthday was on the 23rd and I had one person acknowledge it. No one likes me. I don't like me.
I get this. Everyone leaves me because I am more of a burden than I'm worth, and I'm sure people leave as soon as they realise I'm toxic. I'm the problem for sure
I feel like this except I don't think anyone in my family would care or even notice for weeks