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Steamm

Arcanist
Feb 28, 2020
446
Close my eyes and bam! eternal peace.
 
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Bigpink

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Oct 12, 2020
706
I hate that I wake up each day
 
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CrazyMary

Student
Sep 20, 2020
141
Agree, losing hope every single day. Wish I was stronger just to fing do it.
 
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Nero

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Oct 15, 2020
7
Same. Every night I hope I will never wake up again.
 
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summers

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Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Sometimes, I take a few ephedrine and caffeine pills before I go to sleep in the hopes that I have a heart attack. I've done 6 of each, and no luck haha. Can't do more, as I just won't sleep and have a terrible stomach ache.
 
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awfullife

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Nov 16, 2019
435
45 placed inside mouth. Pull trigger. Over.
 
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Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Same for me awfullife. Except it would be a 12ga,. Just gotta do it and stop being a pussy.
 
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VtubersAreMyLife

Member
Nov 26, 2020
45
I feel you, I'm just waiting on my SN to arrive, can't wait tbh lol
 
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Coffeandamug

Words are quite useless, and so am I.
Oct 22, 2020
173
Is is sad that I feel happy to be understood, meaning that there are others are in the same shithole that I am ? both I guess.
 
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