thankfully i live in a country where i could just order it directly to me. ive been suicidal pretty much nonstop since i started middle school. it never got better and now ive backed my life into a corner, made promises i can't keep, enrolled in a major i can't complete. im somehow still holding on by a thread but at least this way i will know i always have a way out, which is i guess what ultimately matters anyway. i didn't think id survive till 20 but here we are, i think that's enough of an achievement on its own.
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Hey Guest,
As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. The UK and OFCOM has singled out this community and have been focusing its censorship efforts here. It takes a good amount of resources to maintain the infrastructure for our community and to resist this censorship. We would appreciate any and all donations.
Bitcoin (BTC): 39deg9i6Zp1GdrwyKkqZU6rAbsEspvLBJtETH: 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8Now that you are going to have the SN you could really try hard and see if there is a chance to live better, knowing you have a way out. If you are only 20, it seems unlikely that you have tried everything that can lead to a better quality of life.
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Just wanting some peace
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