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fortunamajor
New Member
- Jul 8, 2023
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thankfully i live in a country where i could just order it directly to me. ive been suicidal pretty much nonstop since i started middle school. it never got better and now ive backed my life into a corner, made promises i can't keep, enrolled in a major i can't complete. im somehow still holding on by a thread but at least this way i will know i always have a way out, which is i guess what ultimately matters anyway. i didn't think id survive till 20 but here we are, i think that's enough of an achievement on its own.