Venting i just ordered sn... i fucking hate myself

[SketchedOut]

i actually fucking did it i am so fucking stupid i hate myself why am i doing this i thought i was doing better why am i still getting everything to try to kill myself what the FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME

 

[marcowiz]

I felt the same a week ago. A day later the email comes, that they dont deliver to private households and that i should never try to order again with this company. that made me feel even more stupid.

 

[coolbreeze56]

hang in there I had the same feeling when my SN showed up days after I forgot I ordered it

 

[CheekyPhobia]

I felt the same a week ago. A day later the email comes, that they dont deliver to private households and that i should never try to order again with this company. that made me feel even more stupid.

It seems it's becoming quite to difficult to get.

 

[lostinmythoughts]

Lo

I felt the same a week ago. A day later the email comes, that they dont deliver to private households and that i should never try to order again with this company. that made me feel even more stupid.

Lol it's kind of funny! Well too much for killing our self! My body my life I should do whatever I want just my personal opinion what I eat or drink is my business! Everything should be available

 

[almaPerdida]

There's nothing wrong with you. It's alright, i hope you find peace the way you think it's best. If you think you will regret, maybe you can still cancel the order and get a refund.
I ordered mine yesterday and had some thoughts of cancelling it too.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

i actually fucking did it i am so fucking stupid i hate myself why am i doing this i thought i was doing better why am i still getting everything to try to kill myself what the FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME

If you are able to aquire it. Do not throw it out. It is very hard to get. Keep it in a safe place. You may not have to use it, but it's better to be safe than sorry if you can't get more.

I felt the same a week ago. A day later the email comes, that they dont deliver to private households and that i should never try to order again with this company. that made me feel even more stupid.

Sorry you weren't able to aquire it.

hang in there I had the same feeling when my SN showed up days after I forgot I ordered it

Make sure you keep it safe.

It seems it's becoming quite to difficult to get.

It's so sad we can't access a peaceful method anymore. For most anyway.

There's nothing wrong with you. It's alright, i hope you find peace the way you think it's best. If you think you will regret, maybe you can still cancel the order and get a refund.
I ordered mine yesterday and had some thoughts of cancelling it too.

I wouldn't. Maybe too late to do that anyway.

 

[IWishToDie]

i actually fucking did it i am so fucking stupid i hate myself why am i doing this i thought i was doing better why am i still getting everything to try to kill myself what the FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME

Lol. Sorry but this made me laugh. Relatable. So why don't you tell me, what is wrong with you Sketch? Let's talk.