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Unspoken
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- Jan 12, 2020
- 57
I was going to CTB tomorrow but there is something in me saying I need to get help. Everything else in me no longer wants to try. I am not a good person and I don't want to keep living. Why am I breaking down when it's time to get things rolling? Should I try to get help and get better? I have given up on so much because I have been planning to go. My life is in shambles. Please help me not feel so alone right now as I debate spilling it all to my family.