RdMrk
Member
- Feb 24, 2023
- 20
I just need the world to slow down so that i can catch up. I feel like I blink my eyes and hours go by. Maybe I could do more with myself if I just had more time. Probably not.
I don't know how I'm going to end it. I don't know how to get SN or anything similar, and the usual suspects cause my Si to kick in. I'm such a goddamned failure. I'm thinking about barricading my self in my dorm and not eating or drinking anything. It will take a while, but maybe it will give me time to say all my goodbyes properly. I just can't do this shit anymore.
I don't know how I'm going to end it. I don't know how to get SN or anything similar, and the usual suspects cause my Si to kick in. I'm such a goddamned failure. I'm thinking about barricading my self in my dorm and not eating or drinking anything. It will take a while, but maybe it will give me time to say all my goodbyes properly. I just can't do this shit anymore.