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Surai

Surai

born on a sinking ship
Mar 26, 2024
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I just hope, when we leave, it isn't too much. I just hope we get to leave before things get worse. The suffering can be so great sometimes. It gets peaceful, when the body shuts out of all the noise. And that is if we aren't physically in pain. And I hope it isn't too painful. But then I realized for what it would be. As I just woke up the next day. So surely it would be over no matter what pain you would be in. The process of dying doesn't last forever and I'm thankfully for that. But I'll be dead forever. If only the dreams we had we're the reality we lived in. If only the fantasies we're opposite do I think living would be worth it. And whatever you can grasp on this skeleton of a world I guess you're lucky, because most of us can't. Or maybe I will manifest it enough for it to become true. Oh the lengths we push ourselves to get what we want. We are really animals at heart aren't we. When it gets to the gritty need of our survival. We would do anything. We would do anything to get it. Growing up in our own built pillars and stairs that occupy our minds. Behaviors imitation. Some would be an animal. Some wouldn't even mind. And it makes sense. And that is the worst part it all makes sense. Everything we call "good or "bad" it all makes sense in nature for it to happen, even all the technological advancements we haven't even become this perfect angel of a species. We act just like these other animals still. That occupy this large industrial jungle. Strip it all off and look at this animal, what is it that you really want?
 
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soul2realm

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Oct 12, 2025
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I just hope, when we leave, it isn't too much. I just hope we get to leave before things get worse. The suffering can be so great sometimes. It gets peaceful, when the body shuts out of all the noise. And that is if we aren't physically in pain. And I hope it isn't too painful. But then I realized for what it would be. As I just woke up the next day. So surely it would be over no matter what pain you would be in. The process of dying doesn't last forever and I'm thankfully for that. But I'll be dead forever. If only the dreams we had we're the reality we lived in. If only the fantasies we're opposite do I think living would be worth it. And whatever you can grasp on this skeleton of a world I guess you're lucky, because most of us can't. Or maybe I will manifest it enough for it to become true. Oh the lengths we push ourselves to get what we want. We are really animals at heart aren't we. When it gets to the gritty need of our survival. We would do anything. We would do anything to get it. Growing up in our own built pillars and stairs that occupy our minds. Behaviors imitation. Some would be an animal. Some wouldn't even mind. And it makes sense. And that is the worst part it all makes sense. Everything we call "good or "bad" it all makes sense in nature for it to happen, even all the technological advancements we haven't even become this perfect angel of a species. We act just like these other animals still. That occupy this large industrial jungle. Strip it all off and look at this animal, what is it that you really want?
I agree. But we came into this world empty-handed, clueless and we'll leave in the same manner. It's like a platform we are stranded or waiting for our final train home. So to you my fellow passenger, Bon voyage and loads of love and blessings.
 
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