Venting I just flubbed the love of my dreams.

[slitribz]

I don't know what to say. I have never felt valued in my life. Me and her are still best friends, but all I feel is an aching hole in my heart. All of my friends are in happy relationships, and I partially resent them for that. I cut off three of my friends this week for personal reasons, so this stung even worse. I just wish I was loved. I feel like I'm running through fog every day endlessly just to end up in the same spot. I want love. I want to be loved. </3 I am just grateful we still get to be friends; best friends at that, and that the breakup wasn't messy, along with the relationship even starting in the first place. I knew that this was probably not gonna work out, but I wish it just lasted longer.

 

[Cyc]

I relate to this so much. I'm going through the same thing, we broke up but we're still "friends".

I wanna be loved as well. I don't think there's anything that beats the feeling of knowing you're loved unconditionally