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FadingDawn

FadingDawn

Experienced
Jul 18, 2023
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I just feel so trapped in existence... like im forced to bear this burden of living, drag my body out of bed each day, and go through the day in psychological misery which makes everything feel so dull heavy and leaden... i just wish id die
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,217
I understand and can relate so much
It feels like serving a prison sentence.
Existence is just dull and painful
I hope you feel better soon
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,608
I understand feeling so trapped here, I'm also so tired of being burdened with this dreadful and futile existence, I really wish there's the option to just easily die in peace. But anyway I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering, best wishes.
 
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