Venting i just cant get deep enough

[buttonfish]

i want to die so bad. my brachial artery is RIGHT THERE and im so close but i just cant reach it. i want my mom. i just want to be held. i just want my mom. i hope that this will be over with soon.

 

[darkenmydoorstep]

I don't know what to say.
It's so tough sometimes isn't it?x