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i just downloaded the 2019 edition in pdf form, from a website called scribd.
its definitely it.
so are you saying the online subscription allows you to access info on where to buy known products that will help you to ctb?
unfortunately i cant join because they clearly believe i should carry on living at my age.
depression is not a reason, yet the pain from depression is that painful you see no end, some of us do not have family, like myself, so there is no need to carry on, pointless to be living.
i just downloaded the 2019 edition in pdf form, from a website called scribd.
its definitely it.
so are you saying the online subscription allows you to access info on where to buy known products that will help you to ctb?
unfortunately i cant join because they clearly believe i should carry on living at my age.
depression is not a reason, yet the pain from depression is that painful you see no end, some of us do not have family, like myself, so there is no need to carry on, pointless to be living.
i just read this in the handbook and how is it different from an elderly or seriously ill person.
this is when i feel guilt. apparently there is a significant difference in those who feel down and those who have clinical depression and its different to the elderly or seriously ill person. i feel guilty and offended at the same time.
so me wanting to die is different. is that not selfish to say.
some of us who are young, considered healthy, we have reasons to die, reasons to not be here, but we have to suffer taking handfuls of meds, talking to people who just say
"oh there, there" we suffer to, it may sound insensitive just because its in our mind, but it is painful, it is serious, the reasons are just as worthy, just like those who are elderly or seriously ill.