"I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory"

[so tired or manic]

the quote in the title has been stuck in my head for a couple days now. Lin Manuel can really have a way with words.

it's from Hamilton. I understand people may not be able to read my mind.

 

[TAW122]

I fantasize about death many times during my life, and more so, when the pressure is on and when things get to be difficult in the moment.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

I relate to this a lot. It feels as if death is something I have already gone through because I've played it in my head so many times.

 

[XYZ]

I spend 30 fucking years wishing for death so for me it's a memory all right, it's a part of my history.
Thx for the quote.