Serio
Member
- Feb 24, 2020
- 84
I'm such a horrible person I just always hurt people.. at this point I want to isolate for peoples own sake not like they would even care or notice if I did anyways because I'm a fucking loser but when I'm around people I always hurt them because I'm reckless and my suicidal thoughts and it makes me hate myself so much fucking more I don't understand why I can't just be fucking normal I feel so fucking done and fucking horrible my head it still feels like it's burning and it won't fucking stop I want it to stop everything hurts I think I'm going to start skipping study hall and lunch at school to avoid seeing my "friend"? Idek if they are my friend I don't anything but people would be happier if they were not around me I know that atleast or if I wasn't here it's such a shitty fucking cycle IM SUICIDAL SO I HURT PEOPLE AND MAKE THEM WORRIED WHICH JUST MAKES ME MORE FUCKING SUICIDAL AND ITS A FUCKING BULLSHIT CYCLE it's been almost maybe 5 years now since I've been in pain