KiraComplex
sugar, spice…
- Aug 31, 2019
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does anyone else feel this? like you have to die before your mom or pet or loved one dies so you dont have to experience it? is this just me?
felt.Sadly all of the befores have already happened. But yes, I used to feel this. Now I look at it in terms of afters rather than befores.
No it's definitely not just you. I feel this way about both my mom and sister. Also my health. Like, my teeth, my physical health. It's sloooowly all starting to go down the drain.does anyone else feel this? like you have to die before your mom or pet or loved one dies so you dont have to experience it? is this just me?
does anyone else feel this? like you have to die before your mom or pet or loved one dies so you dont have to experience it? is this just me?
I empathize with both. I feel like a ticking bomb and there's not much time left.But I have to CTB before my health starts declining even further, before I can no longer Die in a peaceful way.
life is so fucking short if you think about it.... my grandma died a year ago and i realized that if that was my mom's mom, then my mom will be gone too. it was a fat wake up call and i now spend almost all quarantine with her. i just dont want to see her gone.I empathize with both. I feel like a ticking bomb and there's not much time left.
i would die of a shock if something good happens to me . My life has been a curse.does anyone else feel this? like you have to die before your mom or pet or loved one dies so you dont have to experience it? is this just me?
I make these types of "deals" all the time.I felt similar in the past. I told myself, if ___ doesn't go well or goes awry, then I'll just CTB. Actually that was the case at least twice in 2019.