Venting i have this noose at my room for comfort

[bbye111]

i have this noose at my room tied to my window, sometimes i put it on for comfort after i failed an attempt... but i put it away because i dont want my mom to walk in my room seeing me tied to it haha. it'd break her heart. i wish to sleep on it tho weird enough. HAHA

 

[Rocinante]

Same. I used to sleep next to my .410
Knowing you have easily accessible option to go out is comforting

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish that I did feel comforted by the hanging method, instead that method scares me as I would fear something going wrong if I tried to attempt it. The hanging method sounds difficult as well, I've never attempted before but I read about others struggles with it but it does make the method sound easier than it actually is when you hear of all these people succeeding with it. I really envy their courage.