RealHumanBean
Student
- Aug 8, 2020
- 102
Typically, the only things stopping me from ctb are 1) How it will hurt my family, and 2) It's actually not that easy to kill yourself (obtaining things needed for a reliable exit, and fighting against survival instinct).
I am suffering so intensely that #1 is not a concern anymore. It's too much. No one should have to experience this. I think the final nail in the coffin is that the suffering is going to be prolonged; there is no possibility of any movement towards neutral (joy is so far beyond what I can reach it basically does not exist).
So, it's time to go.
I am suffering so intensely that #1 is not a concern anymore. It's too much. No one should have to experience this. I think the final nail in the coffin is that the suffering is going to be prolonged; there is no possibility of any movement towards neutral (joy is so far beyond what I can reach it basically does not exist).
So, it's time to go.