ExitStageLeft

ExitStageLeft

Experienced
Mar 7, 2020
233
I badly want to die in my sleep, hence wanting to wait until I can afford N. But I do not want to be alive anymore and it's so, so tempting...

I already have some kind of heart condition, and I do not wish to give myself a heart attack.
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
I also want to try N but I simply don't understand how the fuck I'm supposed to get it tested without getting arrested for possession of an illegal substance. Would like to talk to someone about how they had N tested
 
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braketimez

braketimez

Specialist
Mar 15, 2020
340
I also want to try N but I simply don't understand how the fuck I'm supposed to get it tested without getting arrested for possession of an illegal substance. Would like to talk to someone about how they had N tested

Someone made a thread today about getting heroin tested and had no problems. Others have also tested N with no problems. It would seem those test centers don't snitch.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
6,017
It seems to effect each body a bit differently. There is no way to know how peaceful (or not) it will be.
 
RedDEE

RedDEE

Life sucks and then you die.
May 10, 2019
356
Have you considered CO method? I'm surprised it's not more popular. Painless, and it puts you right to sleep.
 
ExitStageLeft

ExitStageLeft

Experienced
Mar 7, 2020
233
I haven't. To be honest, I'm not certain what it is - is it charcoal?
 
braketimez

braketimez

Specialist
Mar 15, 2020
340
Have you considered CO method? I'm surprised it's not more popular. Painless, and it puts you right to sleep.

It's actually kind of tedious to get set up and you have to make sure you're truly in a sealed space when you do it, from what I understand.

Plus, failure can mean some serious brain damage.
 
RedDEE

RedDEE

Life sucks and then you die.
May 10, 2019
356
It's actually kind of tedious to get set up and you have to make sure you're truly in a sealed space when you do it, from what I understand.

Plus, failure can mean some serious brain damage.

You're right. But when done properly, painless sleep.
 
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ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
Mar 4, 2020
718
It is bound to be somewhat unpleasant.
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
Someone made a thread today about getting heroin tested and had no problems. Others have also tested N with no problems. It would seem those test centers don't snitch.

I'm more concerned about authorities checking it during transit. You'd think they will notice some random powder being sent in the mail. Curious as to how one would package it.
 
braketimez

braketimez

Specialist
Mar 15, 2020
340
I'm more concerned about authorities checking it during transit. You'd think they will notice some random powder being sent in the mail. Curious as to how one would package it.

Yeah, I think we imagine billions of police officers checking literally every package that passes through, but that just isn't the case. There are so many incidences of people successfully trafficking substances internationally.
But it still sucks because you could be one of the lucky ones that gets caught.

If a package is discovered in transit, I don't believe the recipient will get in trouble. Because anyone can mail a random package to your house.

It's just after you receive it that you need to CTB asap or else the feds could be on to you lol.
 
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mem12

Student
Jun 24, 2020
103
I also want to try N but I simply don't understand how the fuck I'm supposed to get it tested without getting arrested for possession of an illegal substance. Would like to talk to someone about how they had N tested
Hmmm I think there is a lab somewhere is Spain that tests substances anonymously. I think people post it to them and you pay online and get results online. I think it is mentioned somewhere in Philip Nitschke famous book
 
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ExitStageLeft

ExitStageLeft

Experienced
Mar 7, 2020
233
As a rule, does SN tend to induce heart attacks?

I just want to shut my brain down. N sounds so much better.
 
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mem12

Student
Jun 24, 2020
103
I also want to try N but I simply don't understand how the fuck I'm supposed to get it tested without getting arrested for possession of an illegal substance. Would like to talk to someone about how they had N tested

I think it is this web
 

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braketimez

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340
As a rule, does SN tend to induce heart attacks?

I just want to shut my brain down. N sounds so much better.

I don't believe it causes heart attacks. No documentation of that. But if you have a heart condition, it's definitely a legitimate concern, as SN will cause tachycardia.
 
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Gamja

it hurts
Aug 27, 2019
43
I'm more concerned about authorities checking it during transit. You'd think they will notice some random powder being sent in the mail. Curious as to how one would package it.

Sorry for derailing the thread, but does it absolutely have to be tested if recent reviews were fine? People also test their SN it seems. I'm contemplating going overkill and combine everything potentially lethal I can find and OD, a little bit of SN + N if I had the chance. Also I'm a bit of a cheapskate and want to save the money for funeral costs ha
I trust that I successfully ctb since I'm severely underweight and barely eat (= faster absorption)
 
Moonbounce

Moonbounce

Prototype
Aug 12, 2020
133
How does SN usually get packaged for transit? I know it's a broad question because suppliers vary but does anyone have an idea?
 
Lightyagami

Lightyagami

Member
Mar 2, 2020
31
I badly want to die in my sleep, hence wanting to wait until I can afford N. But I do not want to be alive anymore and it's so, so tempting...

I already have some kind of heart condition, and I do not wish to give myself a heart attack.
how about H?
 
airboy_a380

airboy_a380

Can´t wait to find Neverland!
Aug 12, 2020
247
I used to be hooked on H. Best high in the world.
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
u can test for free also and reliable without pain (at least that what all hoin user told me when they did a overdose and got found)

Where on earth can you test heroin for free other than Netherlands?
 
LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
My SN came in a large plastic bottle.
Mine too
It is bound to be somewhat unpleasant.
Why do you think so ?
Aside from the possible warmth, it is comfortable when done correctly.
Where on earth can you test heroin for free other than Netherlands?
Switzerland

Drug testing facility that is guaranteed not to be monitored by the police.
The aim is primarily to advise and analyze the drugs currently in circulation.
 
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Deleted member 17949

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May 9, 2020
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From what I have seen SN is not painless nor is it extremely painful. If done right, it can be a relatively comfortable process. From the limited experience I've seen, having antiemetics seems important for comfort; the stomach irritation is intense with SN so you'll want to do everything possible to help ease it.

I am no expert on the method so you best chance is to look at many other people's experiences as possible and make your own judgement. Nobody here can tell you whether or not the method is comfortable enough for you.
 
muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,188
I do think it hurts to some degree that differs for each person depending upon their unique body chemistry, their mental state at the time, and how closely they adhere to the "tried and tested" method for SN
 
Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
I badly want to die in my sleep, hence wanting to wait until I can afford N. But I do not want to be alive anymore and it's so, so tempting...

I already have some kind of heart condition, and I do not wish to give myself a heart attack.
If you don't want to use it, you can send it to me if you want.
 
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shiv4674

Member
Apr 21, 2020
34
It was my original plan , but I've gone on the quest for N instead.
 
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ceelo

Experienced
May 18, 2020
298
i have sn as last resort but i want N or dolethal, if i get those im out the same day.
 

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