i have nobody

[10minutesremaining]

i don't understand what happened. i don't get why i ended up like this. well i do. it's because im very ugly. but i wish it wasn't like this. nobody likes me. no matter what i do or say people will always find a reason to turn me away. it hurts so fucking bad. if i was good looking it wouldn't be the case, but people hate to hear ugly people blame their ugliness. people would rather believe their circumstances are of credit to their actions and not their looks. it doesn't work like that though.
idk i'm so tired. i'm just sick of it all. the gaslighting and the convincing that all of us were given equal chances
idk i'm very tired and i'm just sick of the gaslighting. we weren't created equal. some of us are lucky and handsome. a lot of us are ugly. i know everyone blames my choices but why would i commit my life to the things they want me to when ill never get respect. you are valued on your genes. that's what gets passed to offspring and makes the future better

 

[aipuweth]

I relate to this very well. I don't have that bad features and I looked cute when I was a baby actually but I can't understand how did I end up like this. When I say "all of these bad things because of I'm so ugly", they say "Just be confident, it's your personality!" or "I know a lot of people who's ugly but happy!". No one cares. We're not happy. We're gonna die as a loner because of our genes and I'm not gonna be happy about it. Some of them say I'm handsome tho, but I don't believe it. Like, who can say "you're ugly!" to your face already? Empty praises, I hate them more than insults.

 

[whywere]

Well, I like you A LOT! Also, you are NOT ugly or any fashion as such.

What you are is a kind, caring person with a HUGE heart and kindness for so many folks.

The human race needs more souls like YOU, as being in my 60's, I have experienced so much greed and self-centered people and to have a person of your caliber so like breathing in fresh mountain air, so wonderful.

I have no family nor friend, except everyone here including YOU and you help me, and I sure hope in some small way that I help you also.

Sending you lots of hugs, love and the knowledge that not only are you important, but you are a beautiful caring spirit that makes each day a little brighter for so many, thank you for that.

Walter

 

[SpamMusubi]

The blackpill can be brutal, not everybody has the same difficulty in life. All you can do is work with what you were given and try to compensate in other areas. Life is Roblox.

 

[michibella]

What makes me most sad nowadays is the fact that i dont talk to anybody, its awful being so lonely, it wouldnt really change anything but itd be nice to have someone to talk to and share things with and i dont really wanna die alone.
It kind of makes me not want to have a funeral cause I doubt 10 people would show up, i just wanna be cremated and forgotten about

 

[Final_Choice]

I'm not the ugliest but I'd say I'm slightly below average, that paired with looking intimidating to strangers, not liking to talk and being quiet a lot, and not liking to be around people has also made it certain that I will never have someone. I do want a partner, but it's more like a silly thought I dream about, not something I actually want since it'll make it harder to CTB and would potentially add another person I may end up hurting in the future.

 

[S’mores Poptart]

I'm not the ugliest but I'd say I'm slightly below average, that paired with looking intimidating to strangers, not liking to talk and being quiet a lot, and not liking to be around people has also made it certain that I will never have someone. I do want a partner, but it's more like a silly thought I dream about, not something I actually want since it'll make it harder to CTB and would potentially add another person I may end up hurting in the future.

i feel like having it as a silly thought is sometimes nicer than having the full thing honestly, especially when you're trying to CTB. At least in your head you can keep your expectations and paint the perfect picture.

 

[doctordetritus]

i feel like having it as a silly thought is sometimes nicer than having the full thing honestly, especially when you're trying to CTB. At least in your head you can keep your expectations and paint the perfect picture.

Reminds me of this Emily Dickenson poem: "A charm invests a face imperfectly beheld. The lady dare not lift her veil for fear it be dispelled. But peers beyond her mesh, and wishes, and denies, lest interview annul a want that image satisfies."