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cryst
Sad and gender confused |She/Her|
- Feb 7, 2023
- 3
For context, I'm closely monitored and I'm also not allowed to leave to get anything because last time I said that I was "going to go for a walk" I ran away with intentions to never come back home ever. So I'm not very trusted and a lot of things I could use to harm myself are hidden. I have no access to knives or rope, I can't go anywhere alone, and I have almost no money, so that pretty much rules out most methods. I don't know what my options are. Maybe starvation or taking a lot of cold medicine. Like the type of cold medicine that has extra stuff in it that's bad in high doses? I don't have much but I'm so done with life and need to do it somehow. Also how would I say goodbye to my loved ones. Like my close friends and such? Any suggestions on methods that are realistic for my situation would be appreciated.