Ender
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- Dec 29, 2020
- 269
I am falling apart, and all I have been doing is having crying fits and spells. All day i just felt so helpless and gone, during lecture, all I did was cry because of my state of everything, i am sitting here crying and in pain, and to see everyone's stupid face stare at their screens, mocking me, looking at me (no, that didn't actually occur, just my anxiety and paranoia). I wish I took the chance to end things yesterday, but no.